Velvet Felicity

Intense bright light captures me
Trapped me in the eye of the sea
Velvet felicity hugged me so tight
Smiles were in my line of sight

Gloomy and empty faces don’t last
Dampen eyes will just walk to pass
Darkness made its way to subside
There was never a great divide

Vivid colors entered my soul
My heart was gleaming like jewel
Carved a beam and put me at ease
Painted me beautiful sceneries

Shinigami

I can see how devastated it become

The world is full of bloodshed

People are crying; soldiers are dying.

What can this war bring? Freedom?

I’ve been waiting for the lost souls;

Souls that lived with innocence and pleasance

No one should end this war for me;

For I am satisfied with this oblivion.

I am a girl, next to me is an evil

Grumble thyself and be remorseless

I want to see suffering.

From the depths of hell, I suffered and been reborn

Now, I’m ready for this revenge.

Happiness

Happiness is something that can’t be learned through books nor internet

 It is a feeling that is made for you and me

It is made to colour everyone’s life.

Don’t waste time crying

Just wipe those tears and smile

Cause the best smile

Comes after the melancholic part of our life

So let’s keep the happiest days in these notes.

the beast

Secluded in my tower

The face of monstrosity

Malevolent intention

Resides within my castle

Misguided light shines upon me

Sadness of the wishful death stars

Poured down on my skin making me sing

Cynical stories of fading will.

Rigidity of the curse kept me on living

My wretched thoughts tormented my heart.

All my life depends on these petals

Dyed bloody flowers of sinful ornamentals.

I did not want this but it’s too late to cry

I am an infidel in “There’s a hope on the sky”

My inexorable faith I wish it will change

The words that were written on the tablet

Will be replaced

Wanting to swerve this life

Waiting for someone to come inside

I tried my best to do this right

Will there be somebody

Who will visit me tonight? 

"24th Eve Wish"

Happy crusade of winter season is coming

I see it in the winter triangle’s constellation

Bubble bees is smiling on Orion

I smell its Christmas already.

What is this naive anxiety?

I smell the winter breeze along this quiet alley

I feel the spirit of happiness on their voices

But why my heart is still cold in deep?

In the main street

I see those sweet smiles of heaven

In these walls

I see families talking merrily

Do I have a family too?

If I had at least one

Why haven’t they come visit me?

Who I am now?

A ghost longing for a home

Met an accident decades of shadow years ago.

What is Christmas for me then?

When it is my death anniversary

A home I wanted to get by this Christmas

A home full of smiling faces until I see my light

A home pure of love and longing

I wanted to go home to that home someday.

Alchemist

Sky has been questioned
What is it to hope?
Can we find hope on the stars?
What prophecy is it to follow?

Is it destiny to start with?
or a mere reality to bear?
Journey is a life
Or Life is a journey?

In a simple text
I weighed life and death
But why,
I can not even find the answers

We are made
or we made we?
What is it to be?
What creed tell us to follow the Laws of Theorem?

Skies had been darkened by theories
Confused by different philosophers
What sky tells us who really are we?
For I am an alchemist who was built with curiosity?