Sweetest reasons why 16 o.O

for my forever mate, best mate, iron mate, dish mate, happy mate, all kinds of mate, savvy ?

16th She's pessimistic >_<
          That's what i hate about her but whenever she speaks, she only puts her thought on the negative then later on ... damn craziness comes after a stormy face >_<

15th She's weird, nerd and BIRD :) rhyme what can i do ?
         Haha . Informal text ... YOU ARE WEIRD ! guess we both are but you are the WEIRDEST !  Seeing things beyond the galaxy :)) to infinity and beyond :) Ma, you are weird .
            unknown number: Hello!
            me: Sino ka? =_=
            inknown number (sara) : AKO BUDOY!
            me: =______= MA! >_<

14th She's 10 mbps SUPEEEEEEEEER LOADING
          never mind i'll find someone? like you ... hahaha ...
              sara: nak, nawalaan ka ug libro?
              me: oh, kaw?
              sara: oh pud . ang libro ni Ma'am Jumuad kuwaon nako.
             me: ngano man?
             sara: i.uli nako.
             me: ang nabasa na libro ni Ma'am? Bayaran man to.
            sara: Mao gne bayaran nako pero i.uli nako to akoa.
            me: =_= super loading.
            sara: Ha?
            hapi: blah-blah blah - (explaining)
            sara: o.O? wala ko ka.gets.
            hapi: PAG BIGTI TIIH!
            me: :DD

13th She's my girl
          RECALL . RECALL . RECALL .
 me: epal mode sa lovestory ni bespren, savvy? hihi ^_^ nice plan . texting TOOOT
 toot: oh!
 me: AKOA LANG SI MA. KARMEN SARA BROTONEL dili nako sya ihatag pangitaa sa akong asawa.
 toot: HAHAHAHA . Wala man ko kabalo asa sya .
 me: ayaw dula.i akong Sara isabit nako imung ulo sa xmas tree ni Hera jud .
 toot: =_=

12th She's PIKON
        hihihi <evil laugh>
me <si sper kulit>: (kuhit. kuhit. kuhit)
sara: Isa nalang jud JING JING ha!
me: Ma, dli ka ganahan kuhiton?
sara: Dili!
me: sge tutukan nalang tika.
sara: SAPAAK! >_< damage me brain

11th She's a matter =_=
me: suko na pud si Happy?
sara: g.dugo guru
me: nag away napud sila ni araceli >_< tsssh . damay sibilyan.
sara: let's give her TIME AND SPACE
      told you she's a matter - matter means anything that occupies SPACE . Sara - TIME AND SPACE >:)

10th Ms. Dimple
        I don't know how to draw so explain . :)) She has this dimple :P

9th She's Donghae wife . <hey! daydreamer!>
       She loves Donghae . His abs . voice . and cute face . but i still prefer SIWON! :P

8th She's a FRIED NOODLE addict.
       She loves fried noodles. She can bargain anything just for fried noodles even Kuya Jed's life tssssh .

7th She's a campus journalist
       HAHAHAHA . on news page, its all her name! :p

6th She's TOOT hater :p
        After all the sacrifices and tears she shred for TOOT and nothing was returned . No i guess there is . Pero tama ba d.i pahabulon ang babae !? DILI OY ! NEVER !

5th She's my ape sister :))
          STIIIIIICK !!! Hahaha .. i have the copy of that video !
Sara: This is kalamunggay the favorite food of Karidad the one whose holding the camera right now.
Me: WHAAAA ! Ahnyeong!

4th She's a GREAT WALL OF CHINA!
     HAHA . you can never fool your best friend . Fool everyone with I'm okay, okay ra ui . Wala ni oy . tsss, wala uie , sorry i know you so much! You can never fool me . Sayang, we are falling apart, aren't we ? I miss you ! TT____TT

3rd She's my best bud 
       Sulod ka'g val.ed ? krooo kroo kroo ! Dili oy kapoy ! Pub ta ! hahahaa . . . Jing naa ang bata ! OH MAY GAD ! On deck ! <Sir Quirat***? Tiguwang never mind!>
  
2nd She's a bookworm 
         LITERALLY !! :P WORM WORM WORM WORM ! psst human na nimu ang Dairy ng panget?

1st She's my best friend . my best fiend . my best bud . best girl . best in math . best in english . best in writing . best in val.ed . best in everything . I just love you .
     
           I love you so much ma . thank you for keeping up with my selfish attitude . got a 16th wish? i have one . i hope we can explore the world together, but that's impossible. Hey, found a family? Sorry if these days, hours, minutes and seconds my time and attention are divided things aren't the same way from before . I'm sorry if there are times i can't be with you . but i'm waiting . and he understand . i just don't understand that you are slowly fading away. maybe it's just me hehe . Life's good . Good luck ! Happy birthday ma ! Love you both ! mwaaaaah ! :**


to: Ma. Karmen Sara Tujan Brotonel

 

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18 minutes for me to say its 2am in the morning, maybe after this blog post it's 2am in the morning.

you know what's hard is it for me today ? i wanted to convey something my inner thoughts to the person i thought would understand me more. But then he got absurd and he said, "I got too OA" and i am a nuisance. it's a laugh because in my face he slap me, he kicked me, he showed me how stupid i get when i get these tantrums. for a second thought i want to talk to him and tell him he just hurt me emotionally, but whenever i tell him these there is always a fight. I wanna go crazy, i can't let go because of the fact I love him so much that he is important that i came to the point degrading myself. When i tell him this, he'll just think that i mock at him. is it a mock? i just want to convey a feeling in which he will never understand. he'll tell me he loves me that i am his wife but why until now the pain is excruciating the pain is so painful, just once i wanna disappear. let him know my importance.  will he ?

10 minutes to 2am.

there's a point that i wanted to cry it all but i can't because of the promise i give to myself. my inner self for me is crying. but i still kept the fake smile and go on ahead. can love this cruel for me to say enough? Can't he just tell me he doesn't love me and everything is okay? I can accept the fact that people will come and go. i can always anticipate prank than playing safe.

8 minutes to 2am.

i want to shout to my heart's content, how can he tell me that he doesn't need to care but then he still loves me? What crap does he plays? I don't want to play it, it kills. I want to disappear. Just once.

5 minutes to 2am.

i want a break up. Shred my tears. i don't want to be weak.

After few minutes, i snapped into it i will always love him, even though he's perspective is always jerky. i want to die. get amnesia . just to forget the pain i feel today . can't i ?